Cold Turkey...

Sooooo....
As you obviously can see, writing has not been easy for me as of late.
I haven't blogged for 3 months now.
In some ways, I have stopped writing in order to compartmentalize...
break life down a bit, so I can get back to the basics.
In other ways, I have not written in order to not think.
Shut down a bit.

Since finding out the news from the doctor and starting our new adventure,
I have been much more wary to put my thoughts, words, heart...on paper.
It is very vulnerable for me.
A peek into my heart, soul, the depths of me.
In order to protect my heart, which had been deeply wounded,
I just quit cold turkey.

Cold Turkey is highly over-rated!
It worked for that season, but I am in a new season now.
It is time to write again.
Hope again...
Share my heart, life again...
Believe the best for my life again...

So...here we go again!